Secrets...

When it comes to secrets I think that if you can't keep your "secrets" to you self it doesn't make sense to ask some one else to keep them for you.

Close call !!!

I almost slipped today and said something that i didn't want to say, not yet anyway. I stopped breathing for a while there... MAN!! it was a very close call, thank goodness I managed to keep my mouth shut, phew..!

V.C.A. Meeting

Hey there... I have a meeting to analyze the results we got on the vca project in the red crescent, so i might not be able to post anything new tell feb 7th. that's about ten days from now.
Wish me luck on my poetry test coz I'm gonna need loads of it :(

Defective Equipment

Today I was on a first aid squad covering a soccer match, it was raining heavely and we were freezing our noses off sitting out there in the rain; anyway, 20 minutes into the game and the first player is on the ground, the ref' calls us in, quick we grab the stretcher and run in to take the injured player out of the field, we put him on the stretcher and a few steps later I hear a SNAP!!! a shout!!! the stretcher broke and the player fell off of it. Well f#$% that!!!!! we didn't do anything wrong, it was all because of defective equipment, anyways the crowd enjoyed because the player was with the visiting team which was winning 2-nill at the moment, i'm just glad we got away with it without further injuring the player or getting a beating from the fans....
What made the day is the fact that this game was recorded by t.v. cam's. the first time they do it since the begining of the season...
Well you know what they say "There's no such thing as bad publicity."

Raining

It's been raining for the last week and i'm loving it; walking in the rain in the foggy night is one of my favourite things ever. It gets me in the mood to meditate, think about stuuf, sort things out, or just space out alone for a while. You should try it, it's great, you can take my word on that...

PEOPLE!??

People; to me they're such a mystery the more I get to know them the more I realize that i don'tunderstand them at all... not one bit.
Their behaviour is so random and unpredictable, don't get me wrong here but I think that no matter how well you think you know someone and you think you can predict their every move they will never sieze to surprise you, not in a good way necessarily, maybe that's what makes us human. But I find that agitating, i can't help feeling like an outsider no matter how close I get to them...

P.S: Instinctively aren't we supposed to be afriad of things that we don't understand... I guess I'll have to think real hard about this; meanwhile "HAKUNA MATATA"

How Black Could it Get

The other day one of my friends said to me: "Your Hear has become Darker BLACK!!! It's not good like this!!?" I don't get it, I have dark black hair and i don't understand how black could get any darker; I mean BLACK is the darkest color of all, and I know my hair wasn't grey so how she could've thought that my hair became darker?? Hmmm..... another delimma waiting to be solved ;)

Yeah!!!!!!

I passed shakespeare!!! I can't believe it i had so little time to go through more than a thousand pages. i got 57 , I know it's not much but it's ok for tow days of studying. it's great just passing it, it was such a heavy load and it's just great to get it off my back.

:(

I got 80 on my American Lit. Exam but guess what... my parents aren'tsatisfied with it they are used to me getting higher than any body else, i don't like myself when I say this, so now no matter how good my grades are, they are not good enough to my parents as long as someone else got higher grades.
AND I TOTALLY HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!
I know I could've got better marks on this particular exam but that doesn't matter. It's great as it is. I'm fine with it why can't they be????

Death

To all those who send the "if i die tommorow" e-mail. would you stop being so god damn gloomy!! don't care for what happens after you die just think abou what you're gonna do before u die...
Just live your day!!! "Hakuna Matata" all the way, that's my philosophy :D

Horoscopes

The other day i was at a friends house, invited to dinner actually, anyways he had the new book of Maggi Farah for 2006; even thogh i don't believe in horoscopes i went throgh it just for fun, and for my surprise most of the things she wrote describing qualities in "Virgo" men were, in a way, true by 90% so i "suspended my disbelief" for a while.

Want to know more about me??? just read the head lines at the top of each page about "Virgo" in that book.
one more thing: "I STILL DON'T BELIEVE IN HOROSCOPES AND THINK THEY'RE RIDICULOUS"

Resolutions for the New Year

Lots of people make resolutions for the new year that are supposed to , in a way, change their life for the better. Most of these resolutions are not followed anyway...
So i was thinking: what would be a good new year resoultion for me???? Hmmmm... and there it is:
Resolution #1:
I'm gonna attend more university classes and try what it feels like to be a real student.

wait for new resolutions to come, suggestions and comments are welcome :)

Classical Music

I'm now "Ripping" a cllasical music collection to my hard disc; It's made up of nine CDs and it's taking forever to be copied. I feel too @#$% bored copying them, Hopefully it's worth it.

Fragment

Have you ever heard of the "Anas Syndrome" I called after me since I'm the one who discovered it ;)

You may also call it "Night Depression Syndrome;" By day I'm all wacky and crazy having fun like I don't have a care in the world, but comes the night and I become all worried and depressed. Sometimes I feel like bounding my head against the wall till I don't feel anything anymore, but then I think: Naaaaaaahh!!! You know me sometimes I tend to be overly tragic when it comes to me; after all, "Hakuna matata!" is my personal philosophy.

Hmmmm… Well actually I know why I'm depressed but I can't do any thing about it; at least not for now anyway. Am I ignoring my problems here instead of facing them and they're coming back to haunt me? Or is just a phase that I'm going through due to the pressure of the exams, nothing serious, and the boredom of having to stay at home for two months now?

Oh one more thing: I called this post "fragment" after Coleridge's poem "Kubla Khan" because he dreamt it under heavy medication, opium mixed with alchohol actually, and when he woke up he just wrote the little part that he could remember, great poem.....

P.S. If you'd like to add something to this so called problem of mine, see!! I'm ignoring it again… just click on the word "Comments" down at the end of this post, I appreciate it if u did.
Over and Out……….

Got nothing to say

I really hate this!!! All the time I have these great ideas about what to post here on my blog, but when I get online every thing is gone, vapourized.....
Anybody got a memory booster!!! help needed ;)

Happy New Year!!!

Oh man; it's been ages since i wrote my last post... I had some trouble with my modem and i couldn't get online for more than ten days, plus i had tons of study to do.
Yesterday i had a drama test on Shakespeare; the whole subject was about 1200 pages and to and to make things worse i had only two days to study'em all, imagine having to read 1200 pages of Shakespeare, in archaic English -have of them are-, i went crazy!!!! I'm really glad that's behind my back now though i'm not sure i'll pass so i'm not sure how far back behind me the whole thing is....
For now i'm off to bigger and better things like saving the whales or something ;) forget this last line, it's just me feeling silly again.